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Friday, March 30, 2018

Soldier's Return - Poem 1

Soldier's Return

By Cynthia D. Roberts


He sat on his bed with his hat in his hand,
The memories ran through his mind. 
He was 18 and with his brother fishing.
Then signing up for the Vietnam War,
The next in line to serve his country.

Standing with his family at the bus depot,
He watched his mother try not to cry,
His sister held her doll and dried her tears,
His brother longing to join him next year,
He fought the tears as he hugged them each,


His father dressed in uniform, beamed with pride,
He stood before him, a young man off to war,
A single tear rolled down his father's cheek,
As he proudly shook the hand of his father,
His father raised his hand and saluted him.

He straitened to attention, and placed his hand to his head,
The moment he knew he was now a man.
They dropped their hands,
And he gave one last Goodbye to his mother,
He picked up his bags and boarded the bus.

The Crimson truth of reality stood before Him,
As the Screams of the shells start piercing,
Guns fire ringing in his mind,
With the echo of his dyeing comrades.
Honorably discharged, he returns and takes a wife.

His Bride and him spent eight happy years together, 
When she gave him his first son.
His Daughter came the year after,
Ten years of happily ever after,
Ends abruptly with the passing of his wife.

A soft knock at the door and the shadows of the past fades,
He composed himself and limped to the door.
Time seemed to slow down with each painful step,
As he approached his waiting family,
His sister's gentle hand leads him to the car.


His mind took a journey back to when the towers fell,
And the pride he felt when his son announced he would serve,
His Daughter begged her brother not to go,
But a only a soldier can understand this call to arms,
A father's hug and salute to send a man off to the another war, 

The whole family was there waiting for him,
Service men all dressed in Dress Uniforms,
The room was dressed in flowers,
A photograph stood at the front of the room,
The young man in the photograph was his Son.

Quietly, everyone greeted him as he was led to his seat.
Standing at attention, The highest Salute was given to him,
From everyone in Dress Uniform.
The sound of marching rang through the room,
As everyone turn to look at the same doors.

He held his breath as the doors open.
Rhythmic footsteps drummed as the color guard appeared,
His eyes were glued to his son as they carried him,
A perfectly pressed flag laid over him,
His heart dropped at the sight of his son's coffin.

The hand of his Daughter rested on his shoulder,
As she tried to remain silent with her tears,
With the help of his family he followed behind his son,
As they carried him out to the grave,
His heart Ached with sorrow and pride. 

The murmurs of the preachers words faded,
As he watched the flag ruffle in the wind.
The calls of commands seemed so distant.
He stood at attention, as the gun fire sounded,
And saluted as his son while he was lowered into the ground

Never in his youth could he dream of such sorrow,
Never should anyone see so much death,
Never can anyone understand,
The heartache of a military family,
When a Soldier Returns to be laid to Rest.

Monday, March 26, 2018

Who is the Author?

     Hello, I'm a kitten/rabbit shapeshifter who is bursting at the seams to sit down and tell you my story, but I guess you kinda wanna know a little bit about myself. Well, as you can clearly see I'm a kitten, who, with a bit of the world's help, has a bit of a mental illness, but i'm not dangerous, and for the most part am quite normal. Ok, so in real life I am a real person, but with the ability to see the world in such a wonderful way, why would i want to tell my story in such a way that completely takes away the wonderment that I see.
     But because of a few things that I suffer from, my story doesn't seem to always flow right. From time to time I will be making inserts about my life past, present, and future. Now before you go getting all mad and completely strung out that this may be you I am writing about, well it is. It is every woman in the world who can relate to a character in my story, it is every man who can see past the veil, and enjoys the peak in to the world that is my own wonderland, and the characters I've been given as playmates.
     IT is a story about a woman who has crawled through the deepest seas, and crossed the rockiest mountains in order to trudge thought the desert, and as long as the words keep coming, has concurred each trial that was sent her way.
     Now, I know that each word that happens to hit the page isn't word for word the actual events that happened, but then it is as I remember it, and when the waters get choppy, keep reading, Don't stop til you get to the end, and enjoy the love that is put into this story, because it is a small, but bright glimpse into the wonders of my mind that I am here to share it with you.
     So open your mind, and let your brain fire up all the cylinders, and wake the child in your heart, and let them be entertained for a while, because this story I tell you is a wonderful adventure of a young woman who's mind isn't all there, and how she sees the world.
     To the ones who the story is based off of, remember you are not the exact characters in my story, and the situations have been heightened for dramatic effects. I am not making fun of you, I am not dissing you, I am simply telling "my" story as it plays in my mind. And my story includes snip-its of your life also.
     I would ask for your pardon upon the way I write my story, by breaking the fourth wall and talking directly to you, or my run on sentences, but to me that would take all the fun out of it. You are going on a quest with me, and from one adventurer to another, I'm stepping outside the walls and kicking them down, because they are what gave me the writers block in the first place, also the rules set forth for a great writer. If you don't like my words in the arrangement I place them, than fine, you don't have to, but this is my story, and I will write it how i choose, just like the great writer of all time. They didn't follow rules, they didn't say hey that isn't right, they put on paper what their heart told them, and then presented a masterpiece. Punctuation and grammar is going to be a bit off here, but in my world the thoughts run so fast that I have to let my fingers dance when they take the notion, and ride that wave till it's over. It honestly is going that fast through my mind.
     I'll fix it when I can. But for the most part, I'll post what I can when I feel it is ready, and we will follow the stories as they come. And from day to day, none of us will know what story is coming out first. But at least here, I don't have to worry about that because I am free to make this mine, and how I want it. That includes writing about the world in my point of view, not to hurt, but to entertain people around me. So don't take offence, just enjoy the ride, and watch as we all make it to the end together, and hopefully, when we are done here, there will be a beautiful symphony of stories that makes your, mine, and other's life sweeter.
     Besides, did anyone tell the master's of literature to clean up their run on sentences, and to stop rambling, oh and fix that punctuation? No, they just wrote and eventually someone said hey, that is good. From there, their words inspired others to reach their dreams, and I for one am a dreamer.
     For now I am going to leave you with that. And I am going to get a bit of rest, then we shall enter into a dream together. For tonight, as my husband would say.... "Dream Well Love."

Cyn~Cyn

   

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